Monday, November 9, 2015

The past that cant be undone


A reinterpretation of Mystique's backstory by Gabriela del Mar.


“It’s 2023, and I am a terrorist…” I told myself last night before going to bed. “My past I wish I would love to obliterate, but what’s done is done.” I closed my eyes everything I saw felt more real than ever.

            I found myself on the streets again, hungry, cold and alone. My mother had abandoned me and my father was dead… He was a pugnacious man, there wasn’t a single day in my childhood in which he wouldn’t fight with someone; I hated that about him. This was the saddest night of my life, and to mar the already horrible mood, it had started to rain. I closed my eyes in frustration, and when I opened them, I found myself in the front yard of what seemed like a very familiar house. It was painted white, had a nice porch, with a swing that swung hard with the abrupt wind; I reached for the door knob turning it and walking in. All I can think of right now is about how badly I want a savory treat.

            I am a burglar and a terrorist, but I was acting like a novice. I went upstairs, opened a door at my left and found a woman sleeping on her bed, slim; more than I am, pale like the snow that falls on a cold winter’s night and black hair. I turned into her; literally, I couldn’t seem to control my powers. I exit the room and head downstairs and into the kitchen. I searched the cabinets and found instant soup; I took out a cooking pot and simmered it. Many days alone at home taught me how to cook for myself. I took some cutlery from the dish washer and found decomposing bread next to it, and still I made a sandwich with it. I devoured this meal and a boy walks down the stairs scared. “Who are you?” he asked trembling “I’m your mother…” this words felt weird in my mouth, “who are you and what have you done to my mother?” he said louder “honey,” “My mother would never set foot into this kitchen.” He said as he looked at me with his big blue eyes and I turned back into Mystique, now I knew where I was, in the past. The year two thousand, I was ten and standing in front of Charles Xavier.

“I can’t believe it! It was all a fallacy! You have them too” he said jovial, but this time he wasn’t moving his mouth, he was in my head, like the words of the memory of someone reproaching me for my actions but this time they weren’t criticizing words.

            He took me in, we grew up together and eventually fell in love, we got married and had a wonderful son named Charles Xavier II who looked just like his father but with greenish yellow pupils. He had long, soft, wavy, brown hair was tall, strong, smart and a gentlemen; all the girls were after him. As a kid, he was always ravenous, then as a teen, he was so smart, he created havoc at school between his teachers and classmates. “He is not even human” they said, and of course, he wasn’t, he was the son of two mutants that could rule the world and be adulated with the powers of mind control, telekinesis and shapeshifting.

            Slowly they found out about us. We had duped society for so long but somehow they found out about us, like the way sugar in a milkshake reacts in a kid’s body after they quaff it down only to get a sugar rush, slowly but surely.

           

On November 2nd 2013, they broke into our house or at least that’s what I could infer. All I can really remember is being hit in the head and dragged away.

            I woke up in an incipient lab somewhere in Area 51. All the blinding lights and ropes around my body were a red herring for what they were doing to my husband and son. They were tied up to an electric chair each with wires coming out of their heads, both being experimented on like if they were some kind of lab rats.

-“Let them go!” I managed to let out. “I said, let them go!” I yelled turning into my blue self again without noticing. One of the doctors sais “she’s awake” as he turns to face me but when he does, he backs away like if I was some kind of anathema. I see men approach me in white plastic suits and masks as they tightened up the ropes that tied me down to a cold metal table that was then inclined so that they could research on me. They placed some kind of mask over my mouth and nose, but my body fought back. That instant, I turned into my pungent friend, Beast. I broke free from the table and jumped the man closest to my head leaving him unconscious on the ground and the attacking others that tried to stop me. Then, I turned into Cyclops and pulverized every man that dared to stand in my way and last but not least into the cataclysmic Magneto, a very close friend of ours that can control metal. I freed Charles and Charles Xavier II and trapped the other men that were left behind the metal objects in the room as I headed out into the hall. With our powers, we destroyed every doctor and guard that came our way.

            As we headed out, I noticed some Ts on the walls and doors and implied that only one man could be behind all this, and even with Charles tries to dissuade me he couldn’t stop me, and my son was no apologist of this idea either, nor commended it.



            I tracked this man down for months, Charles saw this as a quibble but for me it meant saving all of the mutants around the world. I finally found him on July 26th. I heard he was going to convene with the senate of the United States of America at the capitol in Washington D.C. to talk to them and the president, so I took action. I found Mr. Chris Murphy, a democratic senator at the time. He was at a bar, drunk, I was now Raven Darkholme, and he wanted me, so I took him to his room, and kicked him in the head when he least expected it and shapeshifted into him.

            Trask was talking about his sentinel program “With this devise installed into my robots, they can identify any mutant within a mile from them, even shapeshifting ones.” “But how do we know it works?” said Angus King, senator of Maine. “Well if I turn it on here it wouldn’t beep because none of us are mutants I suppose.” He said, but to everyone’s surprise, it beeped. Men grabbed me by the arms but this was when I turned into Mystique, making them let go of me in fear as I pull out a gun and put a bullet through Trask’s chest.

 Ones again, I manage to escape the guards, but my actions drove my dear son and husband away from me. My eyes opened as I screamed in anger and sat up in bed; I couldn’t hold my tears back nor stop the voices in my head of the many victims begging for mercy… If only I hadn’t killed Trask or all the others that lost lives and families members because of me, but this is Raven Darkholme, Mystique… The world’s biggest terrorist.

Monday, July 27, 2015

How I made it happen...

HOW I MADE IT HAPPEN


I was born in my 7th month due to medical complications. None of the doctors thought I'd make it but as always, I fought and here I am... Strong and Alive. Its my 14th birthday and for the first time in my life I spend it home, with 3 of my cousins, one friend an acquaintance and my parents cause my brother decided to leave with his friend. I got to say, it wasn't how I planned it, but how I MADE IT HAPPEN and that's what I want this year to be like, THAT'S how I'm making it HAPPEN and that's how it should feel every day of my life... I cant wait to see what this year holds for me... What ill make happen. I'll make things happen for me. I'll find a road and I'll walk it alone. If you cant catch what I throw, then I'll leave you behind. That's just how it'll work.


Last night I realized that the one person that was my friend only used me. It was 10:47 and since she didn't even texted me to say happy birthday, so I texted her and asked her if she knew what day it was today, she asked another friend of mine what today was only to find out it was my birthday and congratulated me. Of course I was pissed, not because she didn't came over when I told her she could, but because she didn't congratulate me on such an important day and after a few minutes od me telling her that I didn't that she couldn't or didn't want to come over, but that she didn't say anything at all and she ended texting me that she 'might buy me something and come to my house and give it to me' who does she think I am? If she thinks she buy me back, she's very wrong. I am not one to be messed with and I'm tired of her using me to cheat and look for comforting words whenever she's hurt and if i need anything, shed blow me off and tell me to figure it out by myself... I think I've had enough of that and so I've decided to say goodbye to such useless and fake thing I called a friendship and ride solo. I might not have a girl to talk to or someone to make me go o parties but you know what they say 'Better alone than with bad company' and its true... plus, now I'll have more time to figure out who I truly am, something I've been trying to do for the past ten years... I lost myself and there's no sign of me. Maybe I'm looking in all the wrong places and maybe now that I don't have her to distract me I could probably find me. Everyone around seems to know what they want in life but I don't know anything at all but that's something I'll figure it out with time. I don't live hanging on to faith cause that wont get me anywhere, only taking action will and I take action for my own sake, not for others and I start now. I'll take action and nothing will hold me down. I might fall down in the process but I'll get back up stronger than ever and will fight with all I have and when I get old I will look back to this moment, this blog, the actions I took, the knots I tide and untied and I wont regret a thing. I will look back at all of those who thought I wouldn't make it, and the ones that tried to hold me back and I will laugh with all i have until I cry and almost die because I couldn't breath and I wont regret a thing... In fact, I think I will thank them for giving me a reason to prove them wrong and I wont stop laughing, and I'll tell my story to my grand kids and I will laugh and smile proudly, stand up slowly so that I don't dislocate my hip and say 'I enjoyed my life, and my life is now complete... Now I can rest in peace' and so my life will be complete and my job for filled and I will be complete and happy with my life, with what I've done and then, just then I could be taken away with ease.